Tonite, Without You

tonight, I am going to live
tonight, I am going to be
tonight, I am going breath
for the first time
cause without you, I am strong
without you, I am smart
without you, I have all I need

I scream without lungs and shout without a tongue
 I jump and dance but am invisible in my seat,
I starve myself to be thin, but only self- esteem is gone
I search for light with only darkness around
I cry my heart out, but you only see a smile on my face
I am beaten and destroyed, but you will never see
I am invisible, but that's alright with me.

cause tonight, I am going to live
tonight, I am going to be
tonight, I am going breath
for the first time
cause without you, I am strong
without you, I am smart
without you, I have all I need

There are still days where the sun don't shine
there are still tears that fall on dry cheeks
there are still seconds that last forever
but that's alright behind my smile
cause behind my smile I fall apart
I shout with a closed mouth
I fight against the invisible pains
 I am invisible, but that's alright with me.

cause tonight, I am going to live
tonight, I am going to be
tonight, I am going breath
for the first time
cause without you, I am strong
without you, I am smart
without you, I have all I need